if you can’t handle me at my manic breakdown then you don’t deserve me at my put-together cosplay 🧡💖 first and third pic are with my OnlyFan lol, second pic is from last month when shit was really rough for me. i’m feeling better now overall, every day is different, but everything in life is cyclical: emotions or success or opinions, it’s all an aggregate of enantiodromias. we just have to deal with it. shit happens and life goes on. as a collective i think we might be dealing with somewhat of a grief cycle, with this pandemic. denial, anger, bargaining, sadness, acceptance... maybe those stages are not in order for everyone but imo we all deal with it and reconcile as best we can. anyway, have a sweet day, hope yours is better than mine 💕
also i got a bunch of new cute outfits so expect to see those in my next posts, hopefully it‘ll bring this page some levity and offset the melancholy content. i wish i could be like some people and just plow through the shitty parts of life and pretend that i’m 100% happy all the time, but my brain unfortunately doesn’t work that way. 😡 i’m a human too, same as you guys, with a life and feelings outside of my internet presence. i oscillate between wanting to be real and vulnerable on here, and wanting to just embrace the e-thot persona and go all out into the simulation 🤪 i’m kind of going half and half, idk what i’m doing, i never have a marketing plan or whatever i’m just out here vibing 🧬
hi guys❣️series of cute nudes attached for attention. i’ve had a really, really, really stressful and dark evening that kind of turned my day to shit. it’s not a life or death matter but it is quite bad. anyone who’s requested customs, i’m sorry i will try to get them done today but they might be delayed a little bit 💔😞
dragon dildo post! dragon dildo post! 😯🐊🐲 omg ok... this one is insane, it’s bigger than i thought and it has a cumtube. those of you who contributed last month to help me get it, i’ve already sent you the videos with it 💙✨ everyone else, videos are available to purchase if you’re interested 😳 last two slides are teasing videos xx 🐉
vegASS baby! ✨🍑✨🎰✨♠️ when i start to make new content this week, what you guys wanna see more of? (if it’s something not listed, just comment a suggestion xx) ✨ i still REALLY wanna do stripper pole content if you have anything to contribute to my shitty fundraiser from a few days ago lol, but if not then i’ll wait till later next month or treat myself on my birthday in November to get one or something. a hoe wants to be a hoe 😩
call me Miss Sexpert if you’re nasty 😉 the Erotic Museum and Deja Vu Love Boutique in Las Vegas are amazing ✨🎰✨ I don’t think I’ve fully consciously processed it yet, but this Vegas trip is inspiring me so much. i’ve literally had several recurring dreams over the summer where i go to Vegas, and this trip just aligned. it feels so cool to travel somewhere as crazy as the LV strip and see it abandoned like some flashy ghost town 🏚 🏚 🏚 PS. yes i see your messages in my inbox — pls forgive me, i’m traveling back home and it might take me a sec to answer them. i need a bit of recovery time. thanks for being patient with me ❤️
do you believe in fairies? i’ll make you believe..... 😏 🛸 also, question; i have gotten requests for different custom content, some interesting kinky ones and some more vanilla ones. i welcome (almost) the whole spectrum, i enjoy it. however, no one has *ever* asked to see my feet. 🧐 shit, is there something up with my feet lmao or are y’all just in general not into them? i really contemplate......... do you believe in feet? 🧚♀️
i am in Las Vegas!! 🎰🧚♀️🤑✨ i haven’t decided how much i’m gonna share here yet, but here’s a few pics at the Venetian 🕯 those of you who have your rebill on, i’ll be sending the nsfw version of the first two pics to your inboxes as a treat.
lmao ok the stripper pole fundraising attempt flopped hard! i wanted a pole but if y’all don’t wanna see that, then i’ll abort the mission, i won’t put that content here. it’s ok, it happens.
yes my ego is butthurt but some things in life are not meant to be 🐝 you win some, you lose some. life is a series of failures and successes that are cyclical. it can be weird doing something like this tho: it’s the dark side of this job where my self-worth kind of relates to the money i make by being me. some days are really good and i’m happy and proud of myself, almost to the point of disbelief; other days that don’t go so well, part of is like ugh this sucks i wanna crawl into a hole and just give up, and part of it is like, oh this totally makes sense because i suck and am undeserving. this is gonna happen inevitably, so i’ve gotten better at detaching and dissociating. on the days that suck, i try not to get so sad anymore, and the days that are great, i try not to get manic. 🕊
sorry to get so like ~real~ lol but i believe in sharing my true thoughts here too. underneath my B cups i have a heart and it is very emo. if you don’t like it, you can cancel your subscription any time. overall i love doing this so much, but like with anything else, there’s cycles. when dealing with this kind of shit, therapy and grounding helps me organize my thoughts. i just try to not take it personally, which can be challenging when i’m literally exposing myself out there lol
everything in this life is fleeting and temporary as fuck, none of this is even real, and the mistakes we make we learn from and move on. this gives me some kind of peace of mind. i don’t think i will be doing any more fundraisers lmao! done! i am scarred for life haha
to the one extra great person who contributed to the original post yesterday lol i’m gonna send you a VIP package of something super special. ✨💕✨ haven’t decided what that is yet, but you’ll get a surprise in your inbox after i’m back home from this trip. i might buy something hot from the stripper stores / sex shops in Las Vegas and show them off to only you! wohoo 🎰🤑 Vegas baby! ✨ seXXXclusive ✨
anyway, here are your slutty pics of the day. swipe for close-ups of my beautiful glitter breasts ✨💕✨ would you risk it to lick my sparkly biscuit? 😳
milkmaid news🥛 hi i am on a trip out of town for the next few days with my friend. need a bit of a vacation, i haven’t traveled anywhere in a year. i have some posts scheduled and i’ll be sending stripper pics if anyone donated in the last post, but other than that, the next few days might be a bit quiet in terms of new content. or not—will be shooting some stuff there so maybe i’ll post it at once or hold onto it for a while. in this time where everything and everyone is so overexposed, it’s kind of nice to hold onto something private, just for yourself. 🐑 is anything sacred anymore?
hello my daddies 💗 i wish to get a more legit stripper pole to 1. exercise on, 2. show off for you 💕 this one i have is very cute but not stable at all! rickety ass old pole 😤
everyone who donates will get a real hot full nude stripping video experience!!! 💗🏝✨🥵
(anything you contribute will also be matched for a $1 per photo set on the pink one to tide you over while we wait for the legit one to arrive. for example if you donate $10 you’ll have 10 photos of me with my pink one as a prop, sent to you right away, plus a personalized video when the professional pole arrives💓) ✨ 🌱🌱
✨ i did ballet for 11 years when i was younger and i am v flexible so i’m warning you - i’m gonna be good!✨
if this flops i’ll just buy myself some thongs or something lolll 🤦♀️ 😬 if for some reason this exceeds my intended amount, i would be super super happy and perhaps could also afford some stripper heels, i have always wanted a pair!!! 🥺
please remember that every time you tip a sex worker, you make their day. 💕 thank you for supporting me here and for supporting SW’ers/artists who exist outside of conventional society. your tips and subscriptions make me happy, and i continue posting photos like these on a daily basis! 💗
Palkia is looking at me like “damn i can fit in between the temporal space of those breastes” 👀💗 here’s some casual pics and videos: first video is me talking about how i got the nickname “glitter tits” and second one is just unboxing and vibing... i got something cool! something my pussy will be happy about 🐈
great... in the process of syncing my phone with my new computer, i lost thousands of photos and videos 🤪🤪 i have 80,000+ files on my phone and it says this number but they’re not showing up anymore. random whole sets of pictures are just like gone. so weird. if you’ve bought something from me while you’ve been here, be happy because i probably don’t have that file content anymore! this one was salvaged from yesterday’s blacklight shoot ✨💖✨ plssss send good technology vibes to me so that i can recover my lost images! 🥺
i usually go to bed at like 9pm lol but i stayed up past my bed time to take these pics 🌙✨ so i hope you like them! 😆👽 i hope aliens are the next thing to happen in 2020 cause i’ll be ready for them with my interdimensional UV blacklit cleavage
thanks for supporting this female filmmaker ;) i’m ready for my close up, hope you find my bosoms reel-y cinematic 🎞 🎞 swipe for a video where i talk about 1. using my camera and laptop more and 2. a really embarrassing incident when all my fuckin sex toys fell out of their drawer in front of a crew of house cleaners. i am mortified but it’s kind of hilarious... they can’t unsee, they know what they saw. 😳 also the west coast is on fire... i can fuckin smell ash outside my window. 2020 is so wild, everyone pls stay safe in this apocalypse
sorceress by day, stripper at CameALotXXX by night 🗡 🧙♂️ 🏰 ✨ 🧝♀️ want to see more of this, both on my feed and in your personal inbox? leave me a tip and i’ll show you more of my elf girl striptease 💸
PS. i’ve got a new vocab word for you today. “callipygian” (adj.) - having a nice, well-shaped buttock. i hope you find me quite callipygian then
those who missed my cow video yesterday, here are some screenshots of the saga. 🐄 🐮 do you know what’s dripping between my legs? cause it ain’t milk 🥛🔞
