Blursed image: "Fun Nastya" from college lmao I used to be so wild, I was like a tiger and now I’m like a domesticated cat. 🥺 I went to a highly academic school; study hard, party harder 🐅
Tip what you like to see my pre-sex work nudes as a slutty and horny college girl, and a story of memories about this night 🖤
🦋🦋💛💛 Spamming you with this whole set lol can you see my thought process as I try to take the ideal mirror selfie? Not that creative or special but as far as simple nudes go, I loved this room
Also a lot of ass pics here for my booty lovers 💛🦋
Oh my gosh about a month ago I released my album, a spooky slutty musical fantasy 🥺🖤
🖤 https://nastyavalentine.bandcamp.com/album/this-is-my-hell-these-are-my-nudes 🖤
I performed it here:
Should I make a visual album and post it? Would anyone even be interested in more music from me hahah https://onlyfans.com/218606135/nastyavalentine
Happy December! All can nut now following the demise of that NNN nonsense, you have my permission to buss like the kool aid man thru a brick wall to my content 💦
Swipe for POV ch0king video… the safe word is “Knuckles” 🥊 (anyone else played the Sonic games??) My content is niche as fuck and I am here to enact any elaborate fetish fantasy you may have: I suppose this is a good time to let you know that I am open for taking custom requests 🥺 DM me to inquire 🖤
Have you ever questioned the nature of your reality?
2021-11-30 14:37:30 +0000 UTC View Post
Pondering my orb; will you ponder my orbussy?
2021-11-29 15:53:08 +0000 UTC View Post
I just quit my miserable day job and will be trying to do OF full time again🖤💫 Swipe for a 15 min video of me venting and showing some upskirt with no panties 💕
To reiterate a few points from my video for those of you who don’t wanna watch the whole thing: I feel like there aren’t as many stories about OF creators who’ve experienced a rise and fall; it’s natural to have failure and success be cyclical.
The psychological impact of losing a source of income is straggering; I feel as though for the past few months I’ve been playing Tetris with my life.
For a while OF *was* my full time job, I was lucky to be busy, and it was amazing doing work that aligned with my passions and values, from the safety of home. As an immunocompromised person with chronic bronchitis and lung/heart weakness it’s a risk for me to work in the outer world during covid. I also have mild agoraphobia and intense social anxiety, so that makes it more difficult, but I could get past that with my anxiety medication. The threat to me is getting sick with covid, it being a respiratory infection — even flu symptoms I don’t handle well and take a long time to recuperate.
This is why I love doing OnlyFans and am so precious and protective of my content and fans on here.
It’s a godsend to be able to do this full time, especially for my health conditions and personality type. While I was doing well for a while, the August OF porn ban news fucked up my earnings badly and my account hasn’t recovered to where it was before. Now that I’ve ended my job I will try to make a living with OF full time again. Thank you so, so much if you’re subscribed, I honestly am so thankful 💗
Losing my OF earnings was out of my control after the summer; walking away from this shitty job is within my control. As anxious as I am to lose a source of income, I’m excited to be able to at least *try* to follow my passions. I started my day job after the porn ban, correctly anticipating my numbers to tank, and expected to work until 2022. However the workplace conditions got so bad that I had to get out of there earlier. It was a menial job that was a fine placeholder to make some income while OF was desolately slow, but now I want to dedicate my time to this.
If you’ve been following me for a while you might have noticed that ever so often, at least once a month, I feel symptoms of illness and extreme fatigue. During my day job, it was even worse; I’m almost always tired. It’s just the way that my body works especially in response to stress: my nervous system is agitated easily and my immune system/stamina is weaker than most people’s. I make up for that weakness with other strengths like being sexy, empathetic and creative!
At the same time I realize that while I’m expressing myself creatively and exploring my own sexual psychology, this is a service job (to you!) and I want to make my OF as amazing as possible to be worthwhile for you. Feedback is always appreciated, and I love getting custom requests and requests for services like cock ratings (if you haven’t had one from me, I would love to rate your cock in an honest and beautiful way that only I can do, and make you feel great about yourself).
I used to be very busy with customs and services but between Aug-Oct almost no one requested anything and it really depressed me. It must sound so stupid to you, but to me it’s my livelihood.
The few of you who have requested things from me this month, I’m so thankful to be your choice girl and the one to turn you on 💗 Please keep it coming ppl haha and I will keep you cumming 💦
I understand financial struggle so I’m happy to lower my prices a little bit this month or do some holiday discounts if you’re really interested in something but have a tough time affording it. Parasocial interactive porn is a luxury, you don’t *need* to see and talk to me everyday, but it might make your day better to have your little pocket nympho to interact with and get off to 💗 Still, tend to your needs first!
Tipping is always optional since you already pay the subscription price, but any tips if you have disposable income would be appreciated and rewarded ❤️
Small and generous tips alike always make my day because it shows me you’re interested in me and I feel like I’m doing something right. You know how much I love validation 💗 If you think I’m doing a good job of being a beautiful online slut, tip whatever you like and I’ll send you some naughty new videos and photos from today! (It’s a surprise bonus content) ✨
PS. If you’d like a Polaroid of me, or panties/unmentionables, or a personal gift box from me to you, inquire within my DMs 💗 The pricing is in my pinned tip menu, but I’d be happy to discuss 💕
✨ 💖 THANK YOU if you read all this !! 💖✨
An artistic study of how my breasts change with the natural lighting. Watch to the end for a little surprise, tip me if you enjoy upskirt photos with no panties and think I should post more of that 🎀 🙈
2021-11-29 02:07:47 +0000 UTC View Post
What do you think of these artistic shots? 💚💖💙
2021-11-28 18:13:22 +0000 UTC View Post
My apologies for the lack of post activity yesterday. I was pondering my orb. I’m curious, does it matter to you the amount of times per day I post?
I post 1-3x daily to my feed, used to even do more than that sometimes. I have the work ethic of a psychopath but I try to give myself breaks when I need them. Which is more important to you as a subscriber— seeing my post content, or interacting with me in the messages?
My take on being called an attention whore, as I so often am: I simply reclaim the term. 🌙🌹💦
Does craving attention inherently make me a bad person? There’s nothing wrong with wanting to have eyes on you in a society that propagates this dopamine-craving mentality. The post-Y2K urge to become popular. The satyriasis for validation. I crave validation, not popularity. Obscurity is a swamp I thrive in. Being more popular and successful would be cool but it’s not my main motivational driver. The online culture does something harsh to our brains. I’m afraid of being misunderstood and misconstrued sometimes. Ultimately I don’t take myself that seriously even though I often sound like a pretentious fuck.
To me, the subject matter I’m exploring (intertwined in my OnlyFans, my art, my writing, my music, my personal life) with themes of sexuality, cyber horniness, parasocial interaction, fragmented existence… is the most fascinating subject matter in the world. To me, it is. Because I live it every single day where it’s beyond a conceptual sense, it’s a lifestyle. To anyone and everyone else, it may not strike your emotional chords. You probably don’t give a single flying fuck, and perceive me as another girl flashing tit hoping to get noticed: you’re absolutely correct in thinking that. I do want to be noticed. Loved. Admired. Jerked off to. Spoiled with gifts. Given money. Given compliments. Desired. Protected. I want attention in ways that my parents never gave me while growing up, I suppose I’m a classic black sheep case study who “now does porn”. There’s a loneliness in this line of work that’s consistent with the loneliness I’ve felt all my life, and perhaps this solitary shadow aspect is what draws me to sex work. It’s not for everyone, I’m not for everyone, and the last thing I want is to “other” myself from my clients, my artist peers, my fellow sex workers, and be alienated from a community that could bring me a sense of belonging and a lot of joy.
There’s nothing about me that’s special. There’s nothing about *anybody* that’s special, and in that beautiful and bizarre way, *everybody* is special. We’re more or less on an equal playing field online but what bothers me most is the capitalist views of things as competition; I’m not a competitive person and when it comes to comparison I’d rather retreat than compete. I just do my thing and hope a niche of people like it enough to justify making this my livelihood.
Social relationships were always a bit difficult for me, and I think that may translate in the cyber world in some ways. There’s a sense of unwritten etiquette that must be adhered to, but it’s not as easy to perceive as the nuance of encountering someone irl. Less social cues. Are parasocial cues a thing? What is beyond parasocial then: not a one-way cyber relationship, but an interactive one? A mirage of a relationship that isn’t a mirage because the digital realm is as real as the corporeal. How real is the cyber world?
The way social network algorithms are designed, we all know, is like a slot machine that dispenses dopamine and spikes it when we get likes, notifications, attention. To maintain my sanity, I take breaks and do internet detoxes. Part of me loves being online and part of me hates it. The inner conflict is real. I’m very transparent about the way I navigate this boring digital dystopia. Yes bitch I love validation lol it’s banal and maybe embarrassing but I like to have my existence validated. (My looks and personality and mind and talent and art as well, of course — this lady is *demanding*.)
I don’t think craving cyber attention makes me a bad person. I don’t judge others for doing stuff like this online: posting cringe comes with the territory. Most of what I post is cringe as hell lol it’s funny how most of the time my artistic, confident, thought-out posts never do as well as the throwaway lackluster desperate seeming ones. Probably no one will read this cause it’s thanksgiving/holidays but maybe there’s a few of you experiencing some holiday loneliness like I am… If you’ve ever given me your time and read my long ass analytical posts, thanks.
Online sluts: look, they’re self aware too 👁 👄 👁
PS. These pics are from a year ago when I had a nervous breakdown on thanksgiving and had to get a hotel to get away from my own thoughts. Living my slutty Wes Anderson movie fantasy tho ❤️💛💙 idk why this post aligned with thanksgiving… Felt emo might delete later. On that note, I am taking the day off to rest. It’s been an exhausting year. I’ve been doing this for a long time. Have a lovely holiday if you celebrate, or just practice gratitude, or whatnot. See you soon 🌟
Thankful for you, Onlyfans peeps 💎
Much as I can go on about the evils of capitalism and the greedy bloated meat-eating slaughter of the ridiculous thanksgiving holiday, I would also like to express my gratitude to you. Some say sincerity is cringe but alas, I am a buffoon. Thanks for being here. I’m not spending the day with family, holidays can be kinda lonely and that’s a trigger for me, but I will rest, and eat some pumpkin pie 💗 My bedroom pics:
🦭 💕 The perfect pussy pic doesn’t exis-
I'm still in birthday/post-birthday mentality cause I wanna make the euphoria of it last as long as possible and cancel out my default melancholia by virtue of this past week's good memories 🎀 🍰 ✨ So here I am all wrapped up for you in my birthday suit 🤭 Nonstop Nudes November 4ever 💕
Cinematic POV cocksucking: I want to give you the best blowjob ever 👅 ✨ 🙈 I’ve made this video available, do you like it? Some of my nudes were leaked and I’d like to hire a better takedown service. I already give away so much for free/affordable, that it feels violating. Any tips for enjoying what I do would be amazing to help takedown my leaked content; tips over 25 will get long video of this with dirty talk, ball play and pussy play, and over 69 will get the full length version + surprise bonus stuff. Thank you 💗
2021-11-24 16:08:06 +0000 UTC View Post
Oh? What’s this… Lounging on the fainting couch reading Lenin in the nude wearing only thigh highs and heels whilst my tentacle dildo observes? Couldn’t be me 👠
Tip what you like to see the rest of this explicit photo set, and … a video 🙈 Hope your Tuesday is filled with delights, intrigue, and CUM
Late nite CYBERHORNY: I got shit to say. Look, it's self aware 😆 🤖 💦 warning, long winded post and video ahead (there’s tits tho) ( . )( . )
I stayed up late cleaning tonight and I had some delirious philosophical thoughts as always. here is my latest meta analysis featuring boobs. ( . )( . )
Some things I address (briefly) in between goofy ass ranting:
🖤Sexuality and Capitalism
(next time: Socialist Sluts: How does she do it???
Do political views and affiliations matter? Is sex industry inherently political or should those matters be kept separate? The answer may shock you… btw I will not judge based on political views, just as I will not kink shame. We’re all adults here capable of formulating our own subjective views in the way we see the world’s power structures and governing systems. No system is perfect imo but capitalism has to be cruelest and I do believe in our lifetime we will see either its complete collapse or another massive economic change)
🖤Is OF even sex work? Is it ethical? 💦
(imo, unclear. My answer is yes, OF is sex work, as money changes hands for digital sexual acts that are then brought to orgasm irl, although many content creators either reject the term sex worker or usurp it as a means of sex work tourism. I believe it’s ethical from the source of an independent creator although just to play devils advocate, with OF as our boss it’s murky territory as well. I do my best to create as ethical an environment as I possibly can and I hope it shows)
🖤Why am I making this project and why did I start?
(This is complicated of course ffs but to simplify it, my trifecta is uncensored creative expression, validation of my hotness in the face of many insecurities, and aspirations of earning an income following my passions with OF full time - art, validation, and money) 🌙 I am making this project because I need to express the psychological aspects of this job in a way that haven’t seen done but would like to see. Be the slutty change you want to see in the world and whatnot. As a small obscure creator I feel like although my perspective may not be popular, it’s still valid, at least to me.)
🖤Failure and success have equal importance ⭐️
(I write about this a lot and I feel like this doesn’t get enough attention— there are not many perspectives of OF creators who have risen and fallen; in a way I see myself as a tragic icon who has once been successful and is now in a murky swamp of failure and dissatisfaction. While my OF is slow I at least try to work on the more creative side of my art even if no one really likes it. This is mainly now for my cathartic experience)
🖤We're both burdened and illuminated by the parasocial phenomenon 🧬 It’s so strange and special getting to know someone online, the connections and attachments are very real.
What do you as a subscriber want to see me talk/write/express about? Or do you just wanna see nudes? If you’re actually crazy enough to watch the whole thing I’d appreciate any feedback you might have. Thanks for cumming to my Ted Talk. Am sleepy now, all tuckered out, good night say it back 💖 🌙
Pardon me but I must once again
ask if I make you rock 🪨 hard
I can’t believe it’s been a week since my birthday 🥺
I would make a long winded reflection post but the brain fog of being sick feels like I have one brain cell left. Just enjoy my slutty sELFies 🧝♀️ 🌹 and have a nice day ♡
I’m feeling sick :( Sorry for less activity, I’m not feeling well and catching up on rest. In this new era of my life I will try to build up my immune system so I don’t crash and burn all the time 🫁
BUT… the perfect pussy pic doesn’t exis-
let me step on you, y or n? Tip me if you think I’m cute and want me to post more pics like this 😈
One of the coolest things about this place was a rock shower… do I make you rock hard? Get it lol 🪨 I haven’t taken a vacation since 2014 and going to this hotel was exactly what I needed.
Hotels are, philosophically, otherworldly. Even the most generic motel is a liminal space, hanging somewhere in the ether between regular life and fantasy, but themed rooms take it a step further. They create (a sometimes horny) fantasy within reality.
it was so much fun 🌹🥺 and this room was very Twin Peaks/One Eyed Jack’s 🤍 what do you think of my horny red outfit? ❤️
2021-11-18 21:13:47 +0000 UTC View Post
oh my god i am getting back home now and will be catching up on all the online stuff tomorrow 💕 gn say it back?
it was such a wonderful trip i’m so happy 💝 what a weird twilight zone parallel universe with a happier, not violently depressed version of nastya
Unwrap me 🎀 I couldn’t decide which was my favorite so I posted them all 😅
My birthday tip goal is almost there 🥺 https://onlyfans.com/223981872/nastyavalentine if this exceeds the goal I’ll post a sexy video this weekend and buy a new sex toy to show off to all contributors! 💕
My book cover and horny author pic 💖
There is nothing especially obnoxious in the sexual impulse. The human sexuality is just another and mostly innocuous dimension of our existence as embodied creatures of the corporeal flesh; sexuality, which in some measure has been given to us by evolution, is conducive to our well being without detracting from our intellectual propensities; it should be praised rather than feared -- the power of an impulse that can lift us to various high forms of happiness.
In the digital reality, it is given a new flesh. Long live the new flesh (cite Videodrome).
💜 “Book” is a loose classification for this as well, I’m thinking it will expand more into a multimedia project. Without a doubt, the written element is important and as the text states I GOT SHIT TO SAY, but it would be a detriment to my aesthetic ethos not to take it in a wider artistic direction. It doesn’t even have to be as grandiose as it sounds, at least not at first; most of my projects start small.
I think when I come back from my trip and decompress, and have less days at my day job, I'll be ACTUALLY posting the stuff I've been working on this year. This project has been in development in some way since February, and it's not like me to hold off on releasing content; my artistic style and methodology has changed a lot this year. I take more time with things. I used to record songs in one take and release albums spontaneously; the films I've made went through Sonic-speed amphetamine-like editing processes and media cycles. Last year, and this year, I've given more thought and dare I say maturity to my work. It's still unhinged as hell, but the chaos is more controlled instead of letting it take the wheel.
I used to deny my emotions completely or let the pendulum swing to the point where they consume me; therapy has helped me mediate my mental state (it's not perfect, it's a nonlinear journey, but I'm working on it and that's what matters -- in the bigger picture I've made a lot of personal progress this year).
Self-doubt has been the major factor crippling my ability to release things that I should be proud of. When did I lose my confidence? I’m not really sure. The pendulum is swinging into the other direction and nowadays I feel like I give less of a fuck. If you don’t like me, I won’t beg you to stay on my page. Ultimately I’m the queen of my castle and you’re my guest. I love having you here and treat you with otherworldly delights with horny ends, 💦 but you must respect my boundaries and my cyber home.
I used to always feel embarrassed every time I make a longform post here, because those long winded metaphysical emo essays always make me lose followers and income, but it's very important to me to get my thoughts out there. I operate a balance between slutty nudes/the sexual performance and cultural commentary/the meta analysis. Right brain, left brain, horny brain: the horny trinity.
What the fuck is CYBERHORNY and how does one navigate a sexual dystopia? You shall find out soon.
Oh swipe further 🎂🤍💕
Which of these bday outfits is your favorite: 1, 2, or 3?
1 is in high heels and mesh top; 2 is wrapped up like a pink present, 3 is my naked fat rolls coming out to say hi 👋 I’ll post more pics of the most popular one ✨
So fuckin awesome… Part 2 lol sorry for the bday spamming pics lol it’s just been a while since I had so much fun and actually enjoyed myself, and I want to share 🌹 🍣 ✨
2021-11-16 04:08:33 +0000 UTC View Post
Thank you so much for the birthday love, I had a fucking amazing weekend 🖤 💫 My mind is blown and my heart is gonna explode lol.
I’m out of town on a birthday trip, today through Wednesday so I’ll be online but less frequently. Enjoying my irl time, not ignoring anyone 💕
BTW those who contributed to the hotel fund that allowed me to book the trip:
( https://onlyfans.com/209055508/nastyavalentine )
will get exclusive pictures and videos from the hotel. I’ll send y’all photos of the room tonight as appreciation, and the stuff you tipped for as my trip goes on, or when I get back home and have more clarity to compile them! It’s not too late to tip if anyone still wants to ⭐️
Meanwhile, I’ve scheduled posts for the next three days so that you are not in lack of Nastya birthday week nudes!!
Ahhh, waking up and undressing into my birthday suit. There is no better time to simp for me than my birthday weekend 🥰 🎉 🎂 🍬 leave me a little tip if you think I’m cute and deserve to treated to something nice for my bday tomorrow <3 💕
Also I hate when simp is used as a derogatory term, I LOVE SIMPS I LOVE SIMPING, I myself simp often and reject its position in our lexicon as a bad word. Simps rule and Nastya supporters are top tier 💗
since most of my posts drown in despair and negativity, i wanted to share something positive: i drank a green juice and it cured my depression 🤗✨💖
jk. but starting the week i come back from my birthday trip, aka next week, i’m halving my days at my day job and will only work there two days, which will make the quitting segue easier for me. it’ll be a loss of income but i’ll have peace of mind and can focus on my OF, my art, my projects, my inner world, and be more available to make the content you want 💕
also, listening to lil peep in my tesla? not bad. rip tho, my emo boy crush and fellow scorpio he def died too soon :( 💘
whenever i think of a tragic end for nastya i think of peep and how he had so much life and beauty and art ahead of him and so much more music to make. i have so much art and love and beauty ahead of me and so much more music to make and an artistic legacy to build. i’m not done. i’m only getting started 💖🌟🥺💘🧚🏻♂️🖤
PS. boobs
* pokes head out the door * are you guys over me or do you still think I’m cute? I posted a little late night video but deleted it cause no one has been liking my stuff 🎀 maybe these pics of me smiling naked for the camera can help convince you I’m cute again 🥺
2021-11-12 13:23:53 +0000 UTC View PostInsomnia is a bitch 😪 just cute little me struggling with all my cute little self-flagellating thoughts of failure and worthlessness all night long 🥰 the performative punishment of BDSM as a healthier outlet for pain and trauma. the agony and the ecstasy. how do you get your self confidence back after losing it so brutally?
I’ll make some videos based on the last survey results :) but for now this is what I have for you. show me some love if you enjoy seeing me all helpless like this ⛓
