I'm still not allowed to cum for another week or two (im so ..
Added 2024-10-07 18:18:09 +0000 UTCI'm still not allowed to cum for another week or two (im so close to the goal!!!), but good god do I miss it. I was going through old videos watching myself and listening to myself cum so I could be in that headspace and aaaahhh fuck I miss it so much. I don't think I've experience an orgasm since like, July. That's the longest I've ever allowed myself to be denied the pleasures of my own touch. Edging is such a dangerous game. I get greedy and get so close, too close. I can't be trusted alone with myself!! If I could spend 24/7 touching myself, constantly in that dreamy headspace forever wanting more more more... I would :P
