***JANUARY EXCLUSIVE*** expired. I visited a Dominatrix thi..
Added 2022-12-22 18:13:23 +0000 UTC***JANUARY EXCLUSIVE*** expired. I visited a Dominatrix this week at their dungeon and I filmed our session together. I don't submit in my personal sex life and I rarely submit in sex work either. But a wonderfully loyal subscriber paid for this visit because they wanted to see how I'd behave as a submissive, and he will be receiving the exclusive film of what we got up to (so far it's 30 minutes long - I'm only halfway through editing!) We used medieval nipple clamp cones, I did foot and ass worship, I was slapped, spanked, fl0gged, spat on, and for the first time ever I was fucked with a strap on, both in my pussy and in my ass. This experience was enlightening for many reasons. I realised that in order to submit and to fully melt into subspace I need a narrative, so this Dom and I created one, and honestly it's not a narrative that is far from the truth: I was visiting to confront my issues with submission and to battle remnants of my prudishness. I wanted to surrender to pleasure and I found this much easier when I believed I had no say in what was happening to me. I learnt that I respond very well to praise and it wasn't long into the session that my Mistress' praise was all I wanted in the world. I wanted to take harder spanks, I wanted to flinch less, wince less, obey more, please more. I want to explore this so much more and I have so many thoughts about it. They are gradually making sense to me and as they do I will write about them. I feel a new chapter has begun. A new path has opened up that I must explore. Do you want to explore it with me? I'm sending **80 video stills** to anyone who is intrigued by what we got up to. The film is currently only available to my loyal subscriber who paid for this experience. Love, Ms Monroe xxxx featuring my Mistress @angeliquevenom ❤️
