

💬 I am online & have some thoughts to share about my body image... My weight and appearance has been at the forefront of my mind lately. I've felt quite negative about it. I've realised I've put on quite a bit of weight since prison which I suppose is to be expected. While incarcerated there were days I missed meals because Veganism wasn't catered to but also because the food was inedible. Since getting out my food consumption has been disordered - I have devoured, I have binged, I have purged and I have also ignored my appetite altogether. I'm trying to view my thickness as a symbol of me enjoying my freedom but I'm thinking I've developed unhealthy eating habits as a response to them being neglected while incarcerated. Not really sure how I am feeling about it emotionally but it's something I am thinking about. I'm still hot shit.