Unbelievably struggling with my mental health and capacity t..
Added 2023-03-20 21:52:11 +0000 UTCUnbelievably struggling with my mental health and capacity to work at the moment. I don't know what it is. My vitality has gone. I used to really enjoy taking content and engaging but now I find it difficult. My lust for connection and camaraderie has dwindled despite being the things that used to keep me together. I feel at war with my body despite feeling like I'm throwing up white flags left, right and center. My bed feels safe and suffocating at the same time. My camera constantly scrutinises. My sex toys feel disengaged. What on earth is this? Is this a depressive episode? Am I done with sex work? Will these feelings pass?
