


Happy Monday!!! Here are some thoughts... ๐๐ปโโ๏ธ๐งโค๏ธโ๐ฉน I've met someone recently who is really enthusiastic about running. I've met a lot of enthusiastic runners to be fair but this person is different. This person is handsome. I want to shag this person. I met him at a gig last Wednesday and then we had a little slumber party this weekend. The thing that struck me most about this person was their zest for life - their enthusiasm, their energy. These qualities always stick out to me because they are qualities I wish to possess too. As some of you know I joined the gym last month because I want to shift a little weight and I wish to regain some strength and stamina. I had a tiny break from this because of my neck pain and a leg injury but this week I'm determined to get back into the fitness routine. In fact yesterday I went running for the first time in months. And this morning? I got up at 5:30AM, had a banana and went for a run in the park. I feel great. Healing can come in many forms and as someone who has suffered with mental illness for a very long time I am always open to new strategies. Exercise has been a long term foe of mine but since prison we have reconciled and I can see how it is an ally to my happiness rather than a hindrance. I feel very grateful to this man for being a source of inspiration. I only hope this cardio gives me enough stamina to fuck him to oblivion. Enjoy my post run bath pics!