I woke up today at 08:30 in the morning, i ran downstairs because the doorbell rang. I opened the door expecting the mail man, but it was a mail woman, a very pretty blonde girl said goodmorning and handed me over 3 packages. That was scary.
Messages my beauy saloon to make an appointment for my toe nails and eyebrows. Appointment is tomorow.
The 3 packages were 20 collars, a bag of number locks and a lot of pink leggings. All sissy kit items.
After that i put on my own leggings and shirt and went for a 30 minute run. I'm testing out a new chastity cage and it's kinda big, my chastity buldge was obviously visible, but so are my pink nails and my girly earrings so who cares.
It was kinda cold outside and when i returned i grabbed my wallet and went to the fruit & vegetables store next to us.
Bought some eggs and oranges.
Ate an orange, 2 eggs between a sandwich.
Now sitting in the front of my computer, typing this, drinking a Nalu. (I know Nalu is slightly unhealthy, its 50kcal but it's my morning drink idkkkkk)
I'm going to answer all messages now and after that i will take a shower, take my vitamin D pills with some water, do my skincare routine, brush my teeth and get back on the computer chatting with you!
Do you like little diary updates like this? 🤗
Home sweet home!
The truth is that i was celebrating the holidays with family for a week...
I kinda took a little break without you noticing 🤗🙈
We just got back home and we opened up our mailbox and this was inside of it.
That is very scary and hot.
It proofs there is no turning back for me...
I am a sissy and i can't hide it.
Anyway, you might have noticed a little drop in activity and quality posts, thats because i wasn't home.
I hope the little (true) stories were entertain atleast!
You can expect a loooooooooot more from now on!
I'm super motivated.
The first thing that i'm going to do is get myself back in my feminin routine.
Story 4 / 7 : Everything changed
The days after me sucking my first dick i did not feel the same. I could not believe i actually did that. As a straight "guy" that was a big step. And the weird thing was that I enjoyed everything about that evening. The girls laughing, the guy fucking my mouth, the photos, everything.
I enjoy being a submissive sissy slut.
I cannot stop thinking about what will happen next. Princess was very proud, she acted like she knew i would suck dick for her from the beginning. Very confident in howmuch of a little bitch i was.
Maybe now that i sucked dick for her, she would be less into the whole fantasy of making me her sissy. But no... the exact oposite. She desired it even harder. She became more bossy and treated me more like a bitch. Not only did i have to do the chores now, she would also enjoy humiliating me, showing me the pictures with a cock in my mouth.
Everything got more extreme. The sissyfication, feminization but also punishments.
I can feel she doesnt respect me as a man anymore. When i did something wrong, she would punish me really hard.
One day I was dressed up as a sissy, wearing my sissy maid outfit, high heels and everything.
She told me that she had a suprise for me that we had to go get something. We had to go there by car, she ordered me to leave our appartment and run downstairs in the public halway to sit in the car. It was scary but i made it unseen.
She blindfolded me before she started the car.
Within 5 minutes i could not tell where she was driving. She teased me and played with my chastity cage when the lights turned red.
After about 30 minutes the car stopped. She told me to get out of the car but to not remove the blindfold and to trust her that it was nothing bad.
I begged her to please not do something too crazy.
She quickly raised her voice and i stepped out of the car with my blindfold on. I heard nothing. There are no people around me. A moment later i heard the cardoor close and lock, the window went down a little and Princess Diamonds yelled : "Thats what you get for playing video games while you should be cleaning STUPID BITCH" i removed my blindfold but she drove away.
I was standing there.
In the middle of nowhere, no phone, dressed as a maid.
I started walking towards the direction she drove away in. I was really scared and i regretted not listening to her immediatly.
After 15 minutes of walking at the side if the street (it was getting dark outside) i recognized where i was.
I had to walk all the way home.
It took me 2 hours.
On the way home i had cars honking to me, strangers staring at me and from my cage that jiggled every step i made i almost came.
Wheb i made it to the appartment complex my neigjbour crossed me in the hallway. I looked down and ran to my door.
I have been doing all chores ever since that happened.
Story 3 / 7 : a dick in my mouth changed me
So when i got my first wig, my girlfriend *ahum* , my Mistress did a complete transformation in front of the mirror. Make up, maids outfit, wig... and when she was finished i looked in the mirror and saw a pretty girl. I was very suprised and shocked. Mistress standing behind me whispering encouraging words to me. Telling me how pretty i was and that i was a good girl. I felt proud. She took pictures of me and made me ride a dildo. The guy who sold us the wig contacted me and told me that he has seen my pictures and that he and his girlfriend were going to visit us tomorow and that i would be sucking my first cock.
I was extremely nervous.
When they arrived, my mistress did the talking. I wanted to make her proud. And at one moment she dimmed the lights, the couple stood up. I went on my knees and the guy started to lower his pants while his girlfriend and my Mistress both took her cell phones.
He dropped his boxers and started to play with his dick 15 cm in front of my face.
When he got hard, both girls cheered me on and told me to suck it.
I hesitated.
I wasn´t sure...
It smells strange...
It looks weird..
But she would be so proud tho...
I closed my eyes and sealed my lips around his cock. The shock of his dick touching the inside of my mouth, the warmth, the smell, it opened my eyes wide open again. Only to see 2 phone cameras flashing and the girls holding them cheering me on.
I paused with a dick in my mouth but i felt 2 hands on the back of my head. Both girls pushed my head indicating they want to see me suck it for real. I couldnt push my head back to get his dick out of my mouth. The only way was forward. I choked a little.
The first 5 head movements were assisted by 2 hot girls. My thoughts at that moment were all about me realizing that i´m actually sucking dick right now. That i have an actual dick in my mouth at that moment. And how the F did i end up in this situation.
But the longer i did it, the more they cheered and the guy moaned. I was doing a goodjob and the thoughts of realisation slowly dissapeared and got replaced with feeling proud and enjoyment.
He actually didn´t came in my mouth that evening. They rewarded me with a new long brown wig and they left with a bunch of pictures of me.
I didnt want to stop or have them leave.
I was so horny.
I went to the bedroom, put my phone on record, grabbed my dildo and started fucking myself.
I could see Mistress peeking in the door smiling in aproval. She didn´t stop me. She just watched and smiled.
And then i had my first sissygasm.
I came.
It was the best thing i ever experienced.
But 1 minute later, reality kicked in again.
I realised that i got dressed as a girl and sucked dick. WTF. Ew. I felt bad.
But...
I couldnt grab my boy clothes anymore.
I didnt have boxers.
The only thing i could do was pull up my pink sissy frilly panties and move forward
Story 2 / 7 : Feminization realisation
I confessed that i did not have the keys to my chastity cage and she didn´t like that. They have been thrown away by my ex girlfriend. She told me the only way we were able to continue would be if she had control over my "small worm" 🙈
We carefully broke the chastity cage and bought a new one. She immediatly took the keys. The rest of our first days/weeks/months actually were fairly normal. I introduced her to my family, she introduced me to her family, she moved in my appartment, our sexlife was just me having to give her orgasms with my mouth every day.
But i think eventually not getting real dick brought up some kind of frustration as she said to me how sad she is that i have a small dick and that i deserve to have it locked up, and that i should wear panties.
And after wearing panties she made me shave my legs and wear a skirt. (She took pictures). Then the crossdressing happend more and more frequently. She told me to suck dildos and smile while she made pictures of me, often wearing nothing but bra and panties, obviously in chastity with a dildo in my mouth.
She got more and more demanding day by day.
Her beauty made me forget the stupid things i was doing for her. When she stands in front of you, you would do the same thing.
One day she told me that "tomorow we´re driving to a wig store, dressed as a girl."
And yes, that really happened. I went in as a little wigless femboy wearing a dress and came out with my first pretty sissy joyce wig. The owner of the store was so impressed that he kept messaging my princess.
Since then, every time i need a wig, i need to suck his cock.
A true sissy story every day for an entire week!
Story 1/7 : How i met Princess Diamonds
I got a phonecall during the summer of 2014 that my Job application got accepted to be an operator at a factory that makes light bulbs. I was very happy and on my first day i got introduced to all the other people working there. When i got introduced to Princess Diamonds who already worked there as my first toughts were "wow that girl is hot, she is probably out of my league"
After a few days i found out her name and i added her on social media.
I noticed her post that said "i´m having a winter dip :(" and i tought this was the perfect moment to start a conversation and I asked her what was wrong. She said she wasn´t feeling very good and had some problems. And i messaged back that "if she wants she can come over for a drink, eat something, watch a movie or something.." and she said yes! I didnt expect that at all. I cleaned my appartment and myself up and 15 minutes later, a knock on the door. "I think there is something wrong with your doorbell..." she said. That evening we talked and we got some food and had a great time. I told her that if she wants, she can sleep in my bed and i would sleep on the sofa. (Of course i hoped she wouldnt let me sleep on the sofa) she agreed! And she toldme that i could sleep next to her aswell. "Is this my lucky day or is this too good to be true" i asked myself.
We started kissing and we went to the bedroom and she undressed herself and started to undress me.
Right when she was about to remove my belt i realized that i was wearing my CB-6000 chastity cage. I stood still in shock and kinda wanted to stop her but it was too late. She lowered my boxers and paused.
"Well... that´s suprising... it´s small... atleast it is locked up! You can still satisfy me, but promise me that i will get the keys"
I promised.
Helloooow ❤
Sometimes I get messages like
''Where is the full video of X
I wish you had longer videos...
You can find ALL my content using the tabs on my profile. 💋
It took me an entire day to sort out my content and add labels like that, just so you don't have to scroll down so much! 😝
For my full / longer videos, simply look for the label just like in the video!
I just got back from a relaxing weekend with Princess Diamonds 🤗
We needed a few days away from the internet but i'm i'm totally inspired and recharged now 🤗
Time to answer my messages, rate some dicks, be a slut.
Wouldn't it be cool if i was your maid?
Thats still one of my fantasies.
To be a real mans bitch, and made to be his maid... idk, sounds so hot.. haha.
Anyway, glad to be back. Mwah 💋
My christmass shoot was very awsome.
I was dressed up as rudolf and I got fucked by my Mistress dressed as santa.
🤗🤣
Do you notice something different?
It's my lips!
😝💋
Excited for my next uploads!! 😚
Dumb bitch vibes 🤗
This was me yesterday hihihi
This is who I am and how I want to be treated.
It's not because i have a lot of folowers that I think high of myself or that you don't have to treat me like the dumb cock addicted bitch I am!
Losing control, getting laughed at, being humiliated, getting exposed, getting fucked, sucking dick, turns me on just as much as any other slut! 😅❤
If you have a dick you are my superiour, if you have a pussy too actually 😅
Oh my god oh my god 🤗
The last few days Joyce made so many pictures and videos of myself!
I'm uploading 20gig of porn to my computer 🤣
You will see some more improvements to my feminization!
I'm very excited to share!
Be ready tomorow!!
Not so long ago i told everyone they can send me presents to my P.O. box and postcards... Today i went to check on my P.O. box and i received a card.
This card was NOT in an envelope and the entire post office saw this.
I have friends working there and i'm so scared!!!!
Please atleast don't send me nudes 🙈 Atleast a picture with some clothes on...
If you want to send me a custom card you can do so via this website :
https://www.kaartje2go.nl/fotokaarten-maken
It's in dutch but the steps are fairly obvious... Just... no nudes please
You can also send me a letter or a gift!
You can buy a gift on my amazon wishlist here :
https://www.amazon.de/hz/wishlist/ls/1A86462JWXXA0/ref=nav_wishlist_lists_1?_encoding=UTF8&type=wishlist
The P.O. box adress is :
Name : Jens
Street : Postbus 44
Town : Beerse
Zip Code : 2340
Province : Antwerpen
Country : Belgium
When I take pictures, i actually always make a lot of them and choose the best ones to post on Onlyfans haha, but since my feminization has been going so well, there are not many bad pictures left, so why not post the entire albums right? 😝❤ Hope you enjoy it x
Nudes... so difficult as a sissy, i'm not very comfortable completly naked but its getting better. Joyce should feel no shame anyway. I'm just a fucktoy, a cock sleeve. 😍🤗 I want to be a pretty cock sleeve
It all started with a CB-6000 chastity cage.
Now i'm able to wear one of these.
My clitty has become useless, but it keeps me craving for cock 24/7.
I crave dicks so much now. The desire for dicks completly took over the ability to feel shame.
I don't feel shame any longer.
Me posting myself naked and feminizing myself is just a way to receive more dick faster.
Cum is the biggest compliment I can receive.
I don't exactly remember my past.
I know I used to be a boy, princess told me that. And i have seen ugly pictures.
I'm getting my own bedroom!
A princess bedroom with pink everywhere! Many dildos and posters of big dicks! So i can take men into my room and get fucked after they gave Princess Diamonds her reward. If you have any good ideas for a sissy room, let me know!
Princess Diamonds tasted the fun of content creation and is showing more and more of her body. I'm not sure if I like it 🙈😝 (Jealous!)
Here you go i guess...
www.onlyfans.com/princessdiamonds
I really love Princess Diamonds, she is my girlfriend but we both kinda desire a real man 🙈Not just a one time fuck but someone who comes over to fuck us both whenever he feels like it, that would be so cool
❤ helloooowsss ❤
How was your day?
I have been writing on a new e-book today.
A 2022-proof complete chastity guide! I am very excited about it.
Joyce bought some christmass presents for my family.
Last year i got a blowup doll and a strap-on. That was a little embarassing.
Hopefully this year Joyce receives better presents!
If you want to send me something .. here is my P.O. box adress
🎀P.O. Box🎀
Name : Jens
Street : Postbus 44
City : Beerse
Province : Antwerpen
Country : Belgium
Zip code : 2340
Hmmmm, maybe joyce should do a shoot with a blonde wig
What do you think?
I will do some shopping for a bimbo style outfit
Concidering getting bigger lips too
