hump day smol titty drop for my fellow pokemon FREAKS 😜💙 any gen 2 Suicune/pokemon crystal version lovers? tip what you like if you wanna see a few pics of my Sui-cunt 😅
2021-04-29 07:06:18 +0000 UTC View Post
taking a break from doomscrolling and watching the world crumble to post some ass on the timeline 💜💕 no dark thoughts, just thicc ass in this zone 🍰
2021-04-28 15:00:49 +0000 UTC View Post
kittties and titties 🐈 some happy pics of my beloved Russell 🥺 not so good news tho 😿 sorry if this is dark. you can skip this post if you want, it’s morbidly long and mostly for me like a diary entry to process my thoughts about this. i queued up some sexy posts for the next few days so my usual content isn’t going anywhere 😉💞
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i took Russ to the vet this week and the doctor’s call back and scan of the tests showed a suspicious mass and a thickening of the walls of his colon. it doesn’t look good. he’s a Russian Blue senior rescue cat from a shelter, i’ve had him for almost all his life and i love him dearly so i’m very anxious. his behavior and habits have been very weird recently and i can tell something abdominal has been bothering him. he got lab tests, x ray, and ultrasound for those abdominal issues like i did a few days ago, but mine was for something stupid and treatable - i thought it would be a similar just stress related inflammatory thing for him but sadly i don’t think he is as lucky. his white bloodcells count was high and more than half of his colon was affected.
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the doctor said it’s a slim chance of it being irritated bowel syndrome, so we got medication for it, and if he responds to treatment and his condition improves then it’s just that, but if it keeps progressing then i have to face that it’s cancer :’( i asked about a biopsy too, to get a quicker clear answer, i know usually they do it with a needle but because of the location, they would have to surgically investigate.
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the thing is, the vet explained a biopsy wouldn’t do any good because if they opened him up and found out that yes it was indeed cancer, they wouldn’t be able to do anything about it because it has already affected his whole colon and they couldn’t remove it because that would take his entire colon out.
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though the vet said it’s most likely cancerous and nothing can be done except give him a course of treatment for comfort and pain, i’m gonna try the IBS medication and hope it’s that; i also wanna get a second opinion from another vet so i’ll email his x-rays and lab work to my other cat’s vet. has anyone else been in a similar situation with their pet?💘😿 (i’m so sorry if you have)
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i’m pretty shook so the next few days if i’m quiet on here i’m just processing this. i’m so sad writing this, Russell is the best cat ever and he’s not just a cat he’s my buddy and my family. i want to and need to hustle more, and i will, but spending time with my furry friend is priority. there’s nothing that i detest more than having a victim mentality, and sometimes i cringe making these long posts, but it’s been really tough. the recent months have been kicking my ass. i know in the grand scheme of things there is no beginning or end, life always goes on and unfolds endlessly, there is just observation and perception and experience, at least that is what i learned in the zen practice. i don’t believe that passing is the end. it’s so sad tho no human wants to outlive their pet. everyone and everything dies, it’s bleak and fascinating and horrible, i just want my guy to be comfortable and know he’s fully loved and taken care of ❤️
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i may do a campaign with more of my prior content from the slutty stash next week, or later in may if there needs to be further diagnostics for Russ/when i know more clearly what the results are. as previously mentioned the surgery/biopsy wouldn’t really do anything in this case so that’s out of the picture, but the medication and further lab work to see his status will still add up. one of the myriad of shitty things about capitalism is the rhetoric of “save a dog/cat from a shelter! give them a nice life!” but the cost of treatment for pets is more than that of humans sometimes. i definitely spend more on my pets well being, food quality, and comfort than i do of my own and they live like royalty lol but ugh diseases can get anyone, they have no mercy.
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i’m gonna take some time off from creating new content at least till the weekend. i filmed some stuff earlier this week that i’ll be posting, and i’ll be online. thankfully i have a built up collection of many, many terabytes of nastya porn for times like these, so thank you so fucking much for bearing with me 💕
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i’ve already been delayed in making new stuff because of everything involved with my move, and it drives me crazy because all i want is to calmly and confidently go back to doing the creative work i love. unfortunately i can’t take full days off from being online because inactivity affects my subscribers leaving, which is understandable if i put myself in your place, but i’ll do what i can to play tetris with my schedule and prioritize my real life while still being active. any pre-planned customs or sexting sessions or video/phone calls for this weekend can still be done. i’m gonna post a tip menu for May soon and i’ll send out the new tesla videos from the last campaign later this week 💜💜💜 aside from this post, i’ll run my page as i usually do.
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if you’ve read through all this, know i’m really thankful for your understanding and support, you’re not just helping me you’re helping my pets who i love dearly 🙇🏻♀️🥺💜💘💘
Eyes Wide Shut, Titties Wide Open (2021)
💜Kubrick was a horny legend💜
anyone else just have sooo much trouble getting out of bed on monday? or every day that ends in “y” lolll especially when it’s so cozy 🐷 plz motivate me i need to do my laundry i’m a dirty dirty girl 🥵
2021-04-26 12:09:17 +0000 UTC View Post
peace on earth is cool but what about Wars in space (more specifically *sluts in space*)?
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1. in my dream last night there was an intergalactic war that the government was hiding from the earth citizens but i accidentally found out and had to go into isolated witness protection as an inflatable castle - inflater (idk dream logic) and the CIA kept trying to make the castles crush me but i would just keep going to different castles. idk i usually have very vivid dreams but i get especially wild ones after seeing the doctor, those hit different. i’m also very well rested today for once so i’m remembering all the weird little details
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2. i’ve been thinking a lot about why i gravitate towards cosplaying space/scifi/AI babes like Leia, Pris, Rachael, Leeloo, Dolores from Westworld, Sailor Scouts etc and it makes sense that it would stem from my own feelings of dissociation and alienation and isolation from society/the world and not feeling like a regular person, rather like an alien that crash landed into my body (another hard hit topic in therapy but something that i hugely cope with through my art) 🪐 it’s like vacation from the self into a dimension of sexy alien transcendence and i welcome you into that orbit 🌌🌌🌌✨🛸🛸🤖🪐👑💞 i was thinking what to do next, Dolores from Westworld or Taarna from Heavy Metal (or the South Park episode Major Boobage lmaoooo 😂) or Jabba the Slut lol what do you think?
just wanted to make sure you see some pink hair and titties today 💞🧡💗🤍💕🐷 damn imma cry thank you so much for funding my therapy, i can’t express my gratitude enough. i made a little video (swipe) idk if that fully expresses it either tho; my entire art/porn practice is contingent on my mental health, and not burning myself out, and being able to deal with my personal challenges like anxiety and depression. it’s taken me a while to put myself in therapy cause of this “i can do everything myself” mentality which is absolutely egregious, but i’m glad i did. it’s presented some uncomfortable questions and topics about myself which i’ve been too afraid to deal with on my own, so to say that it’s very nice to have a professional offering a safe space to free associate and discuss whatever and ask these questions is an understatement. those who get it, it means a lot to me 💖💖💖🥺 ♾ i don’t wanna be too emo on here all the time, here’s some titties to balance it out and i also wana make a full length video for y’all in my new place!! what would you like to see? (possibly i may do all of the above, but what would you like to see *most* ?) 💋💋💋💋💋
2021-04-21 18:00:18 +0000 UTC View Post
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pink hair what do you think? i’m taking these tiddys poolside, wanna come here and help me rub sunscreen all over my pale body? 🥺
does my heart shaped ass turn you on? 💗🍑
2021-04-18 18:53:29 +0000 UTC View Post
HORNY!!!!! 💗💕💖 how did you celebrate National Horny Day? 🖤💕🖤 🎀 (some say it’s 4/16, others maintain that historically it’s 4/17, but i say *why not Both?* ) a weekend of spectacular horniness 🥵 okay now that i’m getting a little more situated here, i’m wondering if you would be interested to see me do a livestream in my new home at the end of april like 4/30 or 5/1 to cap off the month? thoughts? 🤨
2021-04-18 01:38:35 +0000 UTC View Post
what it looks like when i’m sleepy and you come lay down next to me 🖤 😴 i don’t think we’ll be getting much sleep tho lol
2021-04-16 23:43:59 +0000 UTC View Post
morning ✨🕊 ✨ how did you sleep? i’ve kinda been having the weirdest time sleeping but at the same time getting more comfy in my new place 🦢 🤍
2021-04-16 15:22:34 +0000 UTC View Post
taking a break from doomscrolling and watching the world crumble to post some nudes on the timeline 🖤 i don’t normally post full frontal nudes idk i just felt like it, felt nude might delete later... was looking at pics of my naked body earlier and i’m like damn it’s not so bad, i don’t always like my full nudes cause of body anxiety but today i feel like sharing 🤷♀️ if you get subconsciously horny at work thank me later lol 💕
2021-04-15 15:08:40 +0000 UTC View Post
ooof that next-day after vaccine hits hard 😯💉 💖🧸🦢 i’m ok, just feeling a little achey, fatigued, and got that arm soreness that everyone talks about (lol i understand y’all now) 💖 i shall take it easy today but i did get my Princess Zelda outfit and Breath of the Wild, so those videos are coming soon!! 💖 🧝♀️ 💖
2021-04-14 16:51:26 +0000 UTC View Posthello there! 👋 💉 pfizer?? i hardly know her!! 😆 i just received the first dose today and oh my... here’s some side effects that Big Pharma doesn’t want you to know about, exposed:
2021-04-13 22:22:13 +0000 UTC View Post
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right here every day is nastya valentine’s day
and every night is nastya valentine’s night 🌙💞
i love getting naughty in this mirror 😈🧬🤍
especially while i’m wearing my civilian clothes like getting spontaneously horny right before going out to do an errand... tip what you like for some pussy pics from this set 🐱
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hiii good evening lil video just talking about where i’m at now, home making is coming along but i’m super tired tonight after these past few days 😓 apologize for any delays in content, it’s taking longer than i thought and i guess it kinda takes me a while to get adjusted to a new place and feel comfortable. thanks for being chill with me ❤️🌹
❣️ some lil sunday nudes for the Lord’s day ❣️
damn i was just thinking it’s crazy how many asininely hot girls there are in the world/on the internet, that the small fact that you would choose to subscribe to scrappy lil old me makes me wanna cry a lil 🥺🥺😭 i have small titties i’m weird as fuck and have so much anxiety, so thank you for considering me attractive and worthwhile, i’m way beyond honored💞💖💕🥰
some days i feel really good about myself, like a fairy goddess, other days i’m like wtf am i even doing?? lol i am still learning! every day is just a horny adventure i suppose, as cheesy as that sounds 🦭💓
might go to sleep in this dress 💚🧡⚔️
2021-04-11 07:07:52 +0000 UTC View Post
can i be ur small boobs surrealist gf? 🗿🪝🏩💞 🕰
2021-04-10 02:40:52 +0000 UTC View Post
🤍🖤reading Carl Jung’s *the Red Book* naked 🖤🤍
what are your thoughts on this book? wanna see more? as you can tell, i’m loving it but still have barely grazed the surface. also awww it’s almost bigger than me lol big book energy
Eyes Wide Shut, boobs wide open 👠🌄💙 this was the first custom i ever made, back in last april, a sub asked to me “do whatever as long as you’re naked... ps. i like the cinema too” 🎥 soooo.... i chose to do an Eyes Wide Shut inspired nude video and i wanna share it with you now cause it’s pretty special 🖤🥺 my custom requests open this weekend so now’s the time to hit me up/remind me of what you desire 😈
2021-04-09 14:19:31 +0000 UTC View Post
remember that lil campaign i did exactly a month ago for Women’s Day on 3/ 8 to get treated to a massage? (you’d have to scroll down quite a bit 😅) when it reached the goal i booked the massage exactly a month in advance and it’s today!! omg i haven’t since the pandemic hit even been intimately touched by any human besides like hugging friends and stuff, so i’m a bit nervous and all, but also it’s at the completely right time cause my body feels like crypt keeper after all that furniture moving 🎀🌸💖🌷 so today is gonna be the first chill day for me after a while of kinda chaotic physical days, here’s some very chill pics to set the vibe 💞🤍
2021-04-08 16:46:43 +0000 UTC View Post
good morning!!! 🌄 while i haven’t yet unpacked my makeup and lingerie and little outfits, what kind of stuff do you wanna see from me in this weird little transitory period while i settle and adjust? any of these, or... other options? lmk! 🖤
2021-04-07 13:28:43 +0000 UTC View Postsome Eyes Wide Shut vibes for you tonight 🎭🖤 ... Stanley Kubrick is a horny legend
2021-04-07 02:18:37 +0000 UTC View Post
happy titty tuesday 🖤 hii i am doing a sale 🥺 🍣 🧝♀️ last year i started making sex tapes both as a porn medium and an art form (i definitely would consider sex tapes art) ~ the two singular ones pinned to my profile, the sushi sex tape and the elf sex tape (both are hotter than they sound lol, the elf princess tape was actually my first one to have visible cum filmed on camera 🤪 you can read about them in the post) are on sale right now before i un-pin them to make room for new ones ✨🖤 *the sushi one for $12, elf one for $14, or both for $22* 🖤✨ some of you have seen them, but for those of you who haven’t here’s a chance to view them at a super discounted rate! you can send the tip directly, or under one of these pinned posts cuz i’ll prob delete this post in a bit. happy fapping, stay horny 💋 💦
ps. those of you who have seen both, which one is your fave? ☺️
POV i invite you over and show you my bedroom... wyd??? 😳 🍄
2021-04-06 00:16:13 +0000 UTC View Postlistening to Bach... Bach that ass up baby, how firmus is ur cantus?
2021-04-05 12:32:36 +0000 UTC View Post
happy slutty easter! 🐣🎀🪞🏝🕊 here’s some of the first nudes i be taking in my new place. 🥺☺️ it’s crazy i’m like “i’m not doing anything” but i have been hardcore documenting the process! i put too much pressure on myself sometimes, i’m gonna just chill today and not worry about anything... natural elf slut summer 💖💚💛🤍💙💕
2021-04-04 16:22:19 +0000 UTC View Post
