A little 2am depression yap kinda? I been sleepy. Tired of everything. Constantly nagging my head. I do not want to do a Ketamine session, as much as I wanna try to get out of this myself, I disappoint myself nonetheless. I'm prescribed adderall and I take it and just freeze. Like it amplifies and makes me focus on how much static there is in my head. Then the day is done in a flash. So I never actually really take it for those reasons lmao ANYWAYS the point here is I feel so guilty ๐ yall are just always on my mind and I feel like a butthead not replying to messages or posting as much freely. I was already down on myself, I can't sleep it's 2am lmao, and I get a message from a creator asking if I have an agency run my profile... like.. girl... no. I never have. I've been approached SO many times the past year. I never want that. I've always been the one behind da screen ๐ฅบ the dm just made me a lil frustrated and self critical. I know I can vent here freely. Mwah I have something in mind to do for a really fun set while also slowly working on finishing a cosplay. Plus pre finishing ghost face so I just have the whole HD set ready. I have a con this weekend, but imma try to stay lowkey. I wanna cosplay tho. Yae miko is the plan :3 and ofc if I fan I will alwaaaaays shoot content when the opportunity allows ๐ฅฐ๐ฅฐ๐ฅฐ could be hotttt
I JUST WANTED TO YAP SORRY SORRY. I just thinking bout yall and wish I could give u more ๐ช
should i do like a full tracer cosplay? DO U THINK SHE FITS MEEEE? whole cosplay ( i gotta do hanzo first ) and i have been meaning to get to dms just tired, know i appreciate all the support so much โค i think of yall and i smile knowing yall appreciate my best, even if my best at the time may just be selfies chats art butt memes etc heh
I have to take a nap but **I LOVE YALL UR SO NICE 2 MEEEE CJISJDJD** I'll be getting to dms n stuff soon after I wake :3 loooove making yall happy ๐
uncensored/creamy/giggly/buttholey/jiggle physics/bj go crazy ใfirst day will get some extras & **price increase after the weekend!!**ใ
(ALLY BTW. Love is love. I dont fw you if you don't fw people bein happy ๐ฏ ๐)
*Personally I'm mega bi. Like GOD. I love women. Why do you think I predominantly draw women? And HENTAI AT THAT?!?! AHHAHAA I've done thangs with women but omfg I was always too afraid to disappoint one LMAO WOMEN ARE SCARY BROOO nervous huff huff so ANYWAYYYY (but men too... bruh... some beautiful mfs out there, am I just a coomer?)*
I was really shy to post this one, with some encouragement from the people who have seen portions I'm biting da bullet RAAAAAAAAHH!!!! ๐ณ I can't lie some parts I am like ayooo ๐ dat me? That ass kinda juicccyyy ๐ซฃ she kinda thicccccc. **I particularly enjoyed the back shot view, backing up on dat thang** ๐ CHEERS LUV
My eyes are always so lustrous as I suck cock. ๐
Ahhhh I really really hope you enjoy!!!! I'll send oldies from my previous tracer (when my boobas were biiiiiig) for everyone who purchases & ***leaves a like*** โฅ๏ธ
I am dummy nervous 4 this one HAHAHAHA Praise me PLSLSLS
I was gonna do an MJ thang but I can't find an orange wig... womp! So I think maybe MT LADY ๐ค I have an idea hehehe big giantess lovers would probably love it.
(About an hour ago I started getting BAD CRAAAAAMPSSSS so I hope it's not erm... that bitch)
๐ (***BIRTHDAY GIRLFRIEND EXPERIENCE***)๐ (REAL B/G) Make sure to read all of it, it's spicy, and **leave a like** for more!!! This would be DA BEST bday gift cuz its also to you. This shit a lil raw nasty hehehe
*Idk why I'm so nervous to post send on this (I DO CUZ ITS VULNERABLE AND THE MOST INTIMATE AURA EVER EMMITTED. FLUSTERED as fuck about to write this lmfao.) It's a lil story about us... you and I. I really think you can immerse yourself* ๐๐ RELAX, maybe take a drink with me, read and uh, cum to meeee.
๐It's POV, flash and nude. ***nut on my facceeee*** - aAAAA it's really like a personal home video I love making you tingle. After my birthday I wanted dessert and you just couldn't think of what I had in mind. heheheh HEY STEAKHOUSE DESSERTS ARE EXPENSIVE! Besides, I thought you'd enjoy this much more even if it is a little... self serving. Genuine laughs I am EMBARRASSED ABOUT LOLLL but it's what makes it that good good.
๐As soon as we got home after I had a few cocktails (I NEVER DRINK!!!!) it was straight to the bedroom. You guided my hand til the door was closed behind us to immediately taking off my clothes. Whispering in my ear how sexy I looked under the dim candle lights. Gripping my juicy ass, ass much as you can, with your hands. God, so fucking wet. ***Amazing*** sex, FUCK LMAO, It's my birthday it's special ๐ฅฐ๐ฅฐ๐ฅฐ, so after I just couldn't take enough anymore, soaked entirely in my sweetness and GAWD. **I just looked like I got fucked, KAY CUZ I DID NO JUDGE** AHHAHA **if you like messy makeup looks this is !!!!!***
Now you're on the brink of cumming yourself. You did just fuck my warm *tight pussy* to oblivion lmfaooo so it didn't take too long for you to finish either. On my knees at the edge of the bed as kiss your tip cuz I oh so wuv it so much. Teasing and then realizing we didn't exactly plan this out, so we have a blooper bit where we notice it's just my head (imagine vr chat tho IMMERSION KEK)
> ok, so, you may have noticed LOLLL AAAAA but I be uh, suckin balls ok idk how else to put it **if you've ever wanted to see my pretty face doing just that, looking up at you LUST IN MY EYES. THIS!!!! I am not shy in making you feel good.** IT KINDA NASTAY AYYY ..... ***I get face slapped with his cock a bit ๐ I like that I can't lie i am asshhhaammmeddd***
โ LOVE love **love how you jerk off to my face.** Spitting on your cock, wetting the tip with my tongue ๐ pressing my breasts against you sliding up & down.
*pause I am so horny looking at cum getting splashed on my face, dripping off my lips AND I JUST LOOK SO HAPPPYYYYY HEHEHE*
Ya know what? This is amazing for your buck. Licking for more despite being so sensitive. Hehe do it for my birthday. ๐๐ฅฐ๐ I wanna order crabs from md!!! I CANT PUT THE REST IN WORDS AIGHT
**Please leave a like IF YOU ENJOYED!!!!** it helps so much to probably help others make the decision to join in on the fun too โฅ๏ธโฅ๏ธโฅ๏ธ
THANK YOU AND FOR ALL THE BIRTHDAY WISHES AND LOVE AND UNDERSTANDING AND KINDNESS AND HUMANITY I DONT KNOW WHAT I DID TO DESERVE YOU I WILL HAVE TO DO ANOTHER STREAM WHEN MY SKIN ISNT MAD AT MEEE
DM ME WITH PRAISE BTW and maybe $5000 for a vacation or uhhhhhh
Gonna drop a post bday dinner facial tomorrow for my birthday ๐ ๐ฅณ it's so intimate and hot I turned the flash on and it makes it 100000x more naughty???LOL AHH
**My birthday is Saturday! I do love the idea of an OF stream :) Anything going on this Saturday?** Yall free? Not sure what I'd wanna do
*(been a really rough week, my grandpa has months to live, it could be more but cancer is unpredictable ๐.. I lost my mom to drugs not even a year ago, and my grandpa and grandma are who I would run to when I was a wee lad when my mom was passed out on the couch. He use to read ocarina of time to me because I couldn't read well at that age. My first tattoo I ever got were the spiritual stones, with my grandpa being a major thought in it. I'll have to travel home ventually which is a major trigger for me. I can never explain that unless you've been in that position yourself.)*
so erm anyway just lewd hanging out sounds amazing to me rn AT LEAST. I'm trying so hard not to be boring, dull, I wanna be creative and fun ๐ฅบ ya know when you feel like you can never catch a break.. anyone wanna help me catch a vacation for the first time in 10 yrs LOL
Is this a safe space???? Ff7 & dungeon meshi hentai got me in a chokehold. There are so many possibilities... and so many can be freaky or wholesome ๐ yep yep. LMAO
