Luckily I've got dog training experience - in more ways than one!!! Please excuse how exhausted I look. It's hot in England at the moment and training a new rescue dog is taking it out of me!
I complained when the weather was cold and miserable and I’ll complain now that it’s boiling hot and I can’t take my rescue dog out for the hourly tiring sessions he needs 😂🙈 it is a mad house atm and I’m pulling my hair out
It has been an intense few days. The dog I have fostered is a jack russell cross with chihuahua. It’s incredibly loud in my apartment and I’m losing my sanity!
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Some of you know that I do a lot of of activism in my community and a lot of the time it involves animal care work. I used to foster dogs from Romania, house them, train them and then get them adopted by their forever families. I've done this tens of times. In fact, my dog Ted who lives with me is a rescue! I couldn't let him go. I've not fostered since before Christmas because that unique situation was too heartbreaking for me but I received a call this week about a dog who needs an emergency rehoming. I'm about to shower and then go rescue him. I'm nervous because it's a sad situation but I know it's my duty to step up and support if I have the means and motive.
I'm writing this because I like sharing my life with you. I also want you to know that your tips, purchases and subscriptions are majorly supportive of this. I began sex work so I could have a flexible routine to do activism and I've been lucky enough to manage this for several years now. Thank you from the bottom of my heart for supporting me and my ventures. You've helped me rescue many dogs over the years and I shall continue to do this until I can't.
Normally the following month after fostering a dog I lose about 30-50% of my income. This is because of the amount of energy it takes me to stabilise, assess and train a new rescue. It's also quite expensive for me to do this. I'm going to do my best to balance work and rescue this month. Essentially I'm saying your support will mean more than usual over the next few weeks!
My instagram is @ jasmonroe if you'd like to follow me. I'm sure I'll be updating my page and story with pictures of the new rescue pup!
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you know how I do fun bundles every month to encourage interaction? I'm thinking of September and what to do. now in the poll I put up yesterday many of you want games, so I'll definitely integrate that into my page throughout the month, but GENERALLY, what do we want???? new videos seems to be a big want from you guys so maybe I'll do discounted bundles for new content in Sept? challenge myself to make 2 new videos every week and those part of my Sept campaign will get them free? sexting was also requested so maybe I'll offer a discounted/free sexting session if you're part of September shenanigans. what else? NOTHING IS OFF THE TABLE
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I’m already thinking about the weekend… I’m going to a mini punk festival at a skate park. I am wet thinking about it to be honest - there are so many rough looking anarchist fellas who I’d love to fucking jump. God damn.
Current look. This girly got done up because she’s filming custom videos today. A couple cock rates & a body worship video ❤️
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*Sunday musings: feeling a little bit anxious for a few reasons.*
Tomorrow I'm seeing a friend I served with in prison. I'm moving her from the streets to a place of residence. I deeply care for this individual but seeing her always reminds me how corrupt and neglectful the system is. It also takes me back to the time we were incarcerated together. She always needs money from me too, which is understandable, but it's difficult supporting someone so heavily. I'm hoping tomorrow is the beginning of a new chapter for her.
My ex made a reappearance this week which makes me nervous. Thinking about him makes me consider all the harsh things he said to me and it leaves me feeling downtrodden. It's interesting that I consider myself to be a strong woman but there are some individuals who can make me feel small and weak. It's hard work reclaiming power but it's necessary.
I've been partying a lot this month. As a former addict I always worry that "things are getting bad again" which totally undermines the steps I've taken to be in the stable position I am in now. I know a lot of my subscribers relate to the trials and tribulations of addiction. I see you. Recovery isn't linear and in moments of panic we forget to see the immense growth we have made.
I saw family members I'd not seen for a long time and as much as I adore their success it remains impossible not to compare against them. They all travel so much, give back to their communities and their knowledge including foreign languages puts me to shame.
My reflections on the above are not self pitying. I'm identifying areas in my life that need work and enrichment. In this anxiety I see a desire for more and that can only be a good thing. I need to evaluate where I'm putting my energy and make steps to evolve and become happier.