I need to shave, but I figured it's overdue. Still hurts to stand, but wanted to give you all a glimpse as to what I look like. Mask has to stay on tho for covid sake, had it a second time even with the vaccine, was not fun.
2021-08-27 19:15:11 +0000 UTC View PostOkay, I know I promised a surprise for the 200 followers milestone, and I'll give it, you've got my word on that, but I've got a problem going on. Now I'm about to be 23, so I'm not that old, my body on the other hand, doesn't care about that anymore. Things have gotten a bit worse to say the least, and because of what's been going on, my body has started creating false heart attacks. My nerves have gotten so bad that the muscles in my chest around my heart are being set off to where it feels exactly like a heart attack, doctors even explained it to me as there's no real way to fix that anymore. So like I said, I promise to give the 200 milestone, but I'm sorry to say it's gonna be a bit late.
2021-08-08 19:15:02 +0000 UTC View PostOkay, I see the love and support and I want to say thank you even tho I'm not as active as I want to be. So here's the deal, let's get to 200 subs right, and I'll try and get a video released and possibly a face reveal. What do ya say? Can we do it?
2021-07-30 16:37:12 +0000 UTC View Post
So I know you cant tell from the photo, but it's really difficult for me to stand right now, and has been alot lately. Missed almost all of work the past 2 weeks cause of constant ER trips. Hopefully soon this pain will fade a bit to where it's not as intolerable. But this was to most let yall know I'm still alive and pushing, since kicking would hurt.
2021-07-28 00:30:45 +0000 UTC View PostOkay, so time for an update. As I stated before, I'm going through a process that's common for diabetics known as neuropathy, which can be a very painful process. I've been trying for the past couple weeks with help from my girlfriend (I'm bi and nobody knows so its our little secret) and my roommates to try and get through this, but it's been painful and difficult beyond hell. This past week alone, I've been to the ER about 5 or 6 times, and only once, being LAST NIGHT mind you, did anyone actually try and help me. They gave me a bit of morphine, a sedative that didn't last long, like the morphine, and help numb the pain for the 4 hours I was there. Got out at midnight and went home and the pain followed. My girlfriend saw how bad it was for me cause she deals with chronic pain all the time with her health problems as well, and she saw me break into literal tears cause I couldn't even lay down without massive pain. Thankfully I'm seeing my doctor again finally on Monday after work and hopefully getting medication that can help me out. So wish me luck please as I'm really struggling to move at this point.
2021-07-16 23:09:30 +0000 UTC View PostOkay, so first off, thank you for helping me hit 150+ followers, I appreciate it severely. Now... I know I haven't been as active again lately, and I do apologize, however my health has begun to decline again. I'm maintaining my sugars for my diabetes and doing better there, but after years of just constant struggle getting the right dosage that works for me, my body is taking its tole. For those who are unaware, anyone can develop a problem know as neuropathy. Diabetics suffer through this a hell of alot more tho. In my own personal opinion as it's killing me with pain rn as I type this, it feels like someone has taken a bowie knife, one of those big fuckers, and stabbed it through both my feet and nailed me to a cross with it as they stab my legs repeatedly with a rusty screwdriver. Needless to say, this is also a problem, that can't necessarily be reversed but maintained with additional medication. Long story short, my body hates me, and so does the universe cause this shit right here...socks. Wish me luck over these next few weeks as I'm gonna try and work with doctors to find a solution to alleviate the pain a bit.
2021-07-01 09:33:05 +0000 UTC View Post
Payday was Friday, and that means new toys. The pink one isn't new technically, it's a replacement for one I got a while back that didn't work.
2021-06-19 22:04:02 +0000 UTC View Post
Got these today on my way to work, thought I'd show them off
2021-06-12 23:33:34 +0000 UTC View Post
It's a nice 100° OUT, COME ON FLORIDA, CHILL
2021-06-11 20:04:37 +0000 UTC View PostI love working nights, get to be by myself and chill with an easy job. Also to the gentlemen who tipped me, thank you, that was very kind of you and I appreciate it to the fullest. Perhaps with my next paycheck I can use some of it to get me a new toy to try out 😉🥰
2021-06-05 22:54:05 +0000 UTC View Post
Time for a shower, then to do laundry and call it a night. A bit worried tho cause I'm almost out of my insulin and pharmacy is being a bit slow on filling my prescription order, so here's hoping it's ready tomorrow like they said it would be.
2021-06-02 05:01:44 +0000 UTC View PostSo either my health has really been keeping me occupied or I entered a time warp, cause I remember being at 50 something followers and now...holy hell 126 and counting?!?! Thank you everyone for being supportive, your all amazing!
2021-06-01 17:08:41 +0000 UTC View Post
Out by the pool at a private mens club. Sorry for lack of posts, been running into a lot of health issues lately with my diabetes thats been keeping me occupied.
2021-05-28 20:06:23 +0000 UTC View Post
I've got to clean up again, but figured why not. Hope yall enjoy, now time to sleep after a 51 hour work week. Also I have 2 jobs now just to try and support myself, so yeah...fun
2021-03-22 11:21:51 +0000 UTC View Post
I know it isn't of me, but I would love to wear this one day with someone to a nude beach. If your in Central Florida and know playalinda hmu
2021-03-14 00:15:59 +0000 UTC View PostI know I've been away for a bit, but thats due to health and looking for work. Thankfully both are better now as I've got a job that gives me almost 40 hours + and it's only 3 nights a week. So I should be posting again real soon. And thank you to all who follow, love you all.
2021-03-10 23:55:17 +0000 UTC View Post
The I's have it. I'll take a proper photo when I'm not busy but in a sense, this is whats on when I go to see someone. Hope you like it 🥰 Also sorry for the lack of uploads
2021-01-18 08:14:39 +0000 UTC View PostSo now that we're at 12 fans, I was thinking, would you all wanna see my full get-up i wear when I go see people?
2021-01-10 02:34:00 +0000 UTC View PostWE DID IT, WE HIT DOUBLE DIGITS!!! THANK YOU ALL FOR THE LOVE AND SUPPORT, WORKING KN SOMETHING FOR A FUTURE UPLOAD WHEN IM NOT BUSY, AND WILL TRY TO UPLOAD MORE REGULARLY AFTER SATURDAY!!! 🥰😘 LOVE YOU ALL
2021-01-07 12:56:21 +0000 UTC View Post
Been meaning to post something for a bit, sorry that I'm so late, let me know if one day I should do a clip and upload it. Also, I BLOODY LOVE THIS THING, IVE GOT IT DUAL PULSING IN ME AND MY GOD I WANT MORE 🤪😍
2021-01-06 07:20:05 +0000 UTC View PostSo if it isn't already obvious, when someone follows me, ill follow them back out of kindness. Its the nice thing to do. Also, thank you for the support as were at 5 Fans now! Making me feel all warm and special inside! This week I should have some uploads since I'm getting laid off from work, but I'm also gonna be doing some Blacksmithing, as its a hobby I've been getting into, and been trying to start making my basic tools, so let me know if you wanna see some results of that in a naughty way 😘🥰
2021-01-04 04:57:02 +0000 UTC View Post
Which color looks better on me?
2020-12-31 13:32:19 +0000 UTC View Post
I hope I can go to the beach wearing something like this one day, maybe with someone to have some fun with, only in black and red. Also Happy New Years Eve, gonna post something special when I get home from work when I take my shower 🥰
2020-12-31 08:43:20 +0000 UTC View Post
Finally hit 1 fan, some good on a otherwise gloomy day 🥰❤
2020-12-27 19:59:26 +0000 UTC View PostI'll start posting pics of what I have tonight, got to wait for rest of the house to fall asleep 😴
2020-12-22 01:20:10 +0000 UTC View Post
