So this video is a lot longer than I meant for it to be. I tried editing it down and cut out a few cutscenes but CL4P-TP talks so much -_- I guess this is kind of like an update of what's going on with me, how I'm going to try to move forward, and what I'm hoping/planning on doing in the future. Also some ranting. I was very vulnerable. It's very long, I don't expect you guys to watch all of it. I guess a tl/dw would be that I'm stressed over family/health on top of job insecurity, feeling like there's no real future for me, and coming to the realization that I will probably never have the things I wanted (family, home ownership, retirement, etc). It leaves me feeling unsexy, gives me daily panic attacks, and makes creating sexual content really hard. I could fake it but I don't want to add to the already massive amounts of porn that's faked already out there. I'm going to try to ease up on the crazy amount of pressure I put on myself and do something small each day until I'm back where I want to be.
2022-02-24 18:51:35 +0000 UTC
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I've been looking into buying a stand alone mirror but why are they so expensive?? I swear I bought one a few years ago for under $40 but all the ones I'm seeing on Amazon, for the same size, are over $100 wtf. I don't need anything fancy I'm just trying to take better nudes 😔
2022-02-21 13:49:59 +0000 UTC
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Need some cuddles please
2022-02-19 01:57:15 +0000 UTC
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So I ride my new dildo and film it from the front and back. I tried filming on the floor but my knees really didn't like that, so I shoved the dildo in a crack in the couch so I could ride it and it actually worked lol. Then I finish it off on my back, getting a nice cream pie :)
2022-02-14 11:02:04 +0000 UTC
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Happy Valentines day 😘🥰💓
2022-02-14 11:02:03 +0000 UTC
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I can't stop giving my dildo tit jobs 😐 I need a real cock to do this to
2022-02-13 13:10:07 +0000 UTC
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I lasted 30 minutes this time! The boob jiggle when I get scared though LOL
2022-02-12 22:43:54 +0000 UTC
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This was supposed to upload with the pictures :/ I dunno what happened. A bunch of people have asked for more videos like the maid doing dishes video I posted, so here's a video of me doing my makeup while watching youtube videos. It took over 40 minutes so I upped the speed to shorten the video.
2022-02-11 16:59:30 +0000 UTC
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2022-02-11 16:03:49 +0000 UTC
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Omg valentine's day is 4 days away 😐 I'm not prepared
2022-02-10 22:55:43 +0000 UTC
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Okay so I think I'll try this again during the day time, and not in the middle of the night before bed. All I could think about was the nightmares it was going to give me
2022-02-10 10:48:49 +0000 UTC
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Just relaxing in the bath trying to decide what to make next. Maybe a video of me playing resident evil? I'm a big chicken so it would be funny, at least.
2022-02-07 00:16:03 +0000 UTC
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Decided to change up my background a bit. Sad to say goodbye to Seb McKinnon but happy to finally put these posters up!
2022-02-04 00:32:12 +0000 UTC
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You guys get some makeup free pics as I'm getting better hope you don't mind 🥺
2022-02-02 21:57:40 +0000 UTC
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Little throwback cause I'm trying to quit caffeine cold turkey and it feels like my head is gonna explode
2022-02-01 03:10:36 +0000 UTC
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Since it's the weekend, we should lay in bed together all day
2022-01-29 21:43:52 +0000 UTC
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Man this was supposed to come out this morning but it was taking so long to upload last night that I passed out before it was finished. It's a big video. I spend a lot of time oiling myself up, playing with my tits. I give my dildo a clothed and unclothed tit job and then I give myself two orgasms after a bit of a struggle to get that huge dildo in. I talk a little bit, and make plenty of noises.
2022-01-28 17:53:00 +0000 UTC
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Okay so while editing this video I realized that at the very best part, my camera decided to focus on my FOOT 😠 but I've messed up enough times at this point that I now also film with my camera as a back up. So the boob part and some of me using the dildo is in HD but the ending will be from my phones pov. I've attached screenshots from my camera (first 3) and my phone (last pic) just so you know what you're getting into.
2022-01-28 05:40:19 +0000 UTC
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Here's a tiny blooper from the video I'm currently editing 😊 too much oil, had a really hard time keeping the dildo suctioned to the side of the tub 😳
2022-01-27 23:57:37 +0000 UTC
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Fuck me ✖️
2022-01-26 21:21:31 +0000 UTC
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Here comes an episode of, "will it fit?". Take your bets now.
2022-01-25 23:43:52 +0000 UTC
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I cum lol. In my gaming chair in that cool fuck me outfit. You can see my legs shaking and everything. It's good :)
2022-01-24 19:22:28 +0000 UTC
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Got some bruises making that last video. The plastic top the dildo was attached to didn't feel too good on my legs :( need to plan better next time
2022-01-24 18:42:37 +0000 UTC
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I tried multi tasking, I failed. I think this would have been way easier if I had a fuck machine or something :( I also apparently am TERRIBLE at pigtails haha. I need someone to tell me what the back of my head looks like BEFORE I film.
2022-01-23 23:09:24 +0000 UTC
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There's another video I'm working on editing 😊 here are some pics until I'm done working on it
2022-01-23 21:49:02 +0000 UTC
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Watch me struggle using a controller after being spoiled with a mouse and keyboard
2022-01-23 01:32:35 +0000 UTC
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Just a little preview of what I'm currently editing :)
2022-01-22 23:13:05 +0000 UTC
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2022-01-21 16:55:32 +0000 UTC
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I knew I wanted to make a video today but I also really needed to clean. So clean with me :) The video is huge cause I took it on my camera, so it will be uploading while I sleep and should hopefully be up by the morning for you. Here are a few pics from my phone until then
Also if you want more feet pics you're gonna have to treat me to a pedicure. And come with me, because I've never been alone. I also haven't been in over a decade. I've never treated my feet nice and I'm sure it shows. No matter how much lotion and oil and everything I put on them, they always seem super dry.
2022-01-21 00:56:17 +0000 UTC
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Hellon I'm back trying some he stuff. I dunno is this good? Should I do more of this? I was just hungry I guess 😳
2022-01-18 22:59:42 +0000 UTC
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